Still no signs...

I'm at 17 points on the Fertility Friend Pregnancy Monitor. 17 out of 100. I know. I shouldn't think about it. But if I have to spend the next 12 months doing this, I had better get some hobbies. Obsessing about my stats is taking up so much of my mental energy. I'll feel better obsessing about getting ready for a baby when I am pregnant. But right now, I'm making myself crazy about something that might not even happen. That's the hardest part of it all. I just don't want to get my hopes up if it's not meant to be.

But please let it be meant to be...