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Monday, November 28, 2011

Wondering if I am a good mother...

Baby Lua is 10 months old today! She is the most wonderful baby in the world as far as I am concerned. Daddy and I love her so completely, it scares me sometimes.

But after months of not posting anything, the thing that leads me to post now isn't how wonderful or beautiful or smart my daughter is - even though is is all of those things. It is how much of a total failure I feel like. I just don't think I'm a good mom. I'm not bad. I know my daughter is well fed and generally happy. But I just don't feel very successful at all.