Still waiting

So, I am 10 DPO and have no news to report. I tested yesterday and received a BFN. But what did I expect at 9 DPO. I think I am going to try to hold off testing until 12/13, which is "Make your dreams come true" day and "blame somebody else" day. I'm expecting it to be a make your dreams come true day for me. The only question I have for myself is am I going to be able to wait it out. I want to test right now. And I am going to want to test tomorrow. And every other day between now and the 13th. We'll see. I held off testing today and feel pretty good about that.

I'm ready for a nap...